We Love~n~Miss you

Dearest Melissa;

I hope that all is going as good in your world as it did the last time I was "ABLE" to even just see pictures of you and Madison. Still not understanding AT ALL why you feel the need to completely block me from knowing/seeing anything that has to do with you and Maddie! how can you possibly HATE me that much, why do you want me to suffer of a broken heart. its bad enough that I had to and have finally excepted the fact that YOU don't want anything to do with me in your life now....only makes me think the reasoning for that is, that I am not there in the States to hand over money at your every ask/need, or to take you on all the fun shopping sprees we used to go on! and I cant help but to come to that conclusion, because it has been almost 4 years not that you WONT SPEAK TO ME!!!

I unfortunately,,,have learned to live with your decision to have NO family ties with me what so ever. and your almost 30 now, so what you have decided as far as your relationship with Christina,,,your sister, is your decision! and that is something you will have to deal/live with.

Please send me some pictures of my grand daughter! the latest I have seen s before she turned 4. it just tears me up inside that you are not allowing Madison contact with her Biological grandmother, and the thought that that child could go through her precious life, thinking that the likes of Lisa Fairburn is what she has to look up to as a grand parent,,,,SICKENS me to no end! after what that person did to your sister! hell, after the things she has done to you!! I don't know why Susan Jedlicka blocked me from her FB when I introduced myself to her, only reason logical is that you or Lisa told her things about me that ARE NOT TRUE!! why else would a grand parent not even have an interest in knowing her own grand daughters other Grandmother! it can't be for the love of Lisa!!!

You have cut your sister and I both out of your first wedding to Jordan, your Love and Marriage to Mike and your Daughter!! WHO DOES THIS SORT OF HEARTLESS THING,,, and I can not believe that you are HEARTLESS or have an Evil bone in your body. you have used Lisa Fair burns persuasion to turn your back on the people who do love you from their hearts...and that does include Gary! he still to this day, when ask how many children he has, will proudly say "We have THREE girls, and "5" grandchildren!

I hope Melissa, that you ALLOW Susan Jedlicka to enjoy the full benefits of being Madison's grand mother! I hope you have found the happiness and secure and LOVING family in Mikes family, as I was finally able to find in my dear Husband Gary's Family. I love you Melissa Jedlicka,,, I miss seeing your beautiful face, our most the time fun conversations, I will never get over loosing the love you had for me as your Mother! but I guess all this time has helped me to deal with it better. hasn't made me get over it,,,but I have learned to cope better!!

Please sweetie, send me pictures of Maddie, and lets works on her knowing who I am and work toward us getting to have web-cam visits, and word toward us finally getting to meet one another!

 PLEASE 

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