Many Positive Blessings sent your way to you and your family

Dearest Melissa and family;
I hope all is going great for you and your family. I would love to see pictures of the children. not asking for a lung there sweety.
I am on the right psych medications for my Bipolar, so I am safe to know and be friends with if you will consider giving that some thought.
I am so relieved that Susan and your mom was there for you guys to get a home.
Melissa, no matter how you feel about me or there lack of... I will always love you. and no matter what has been said in the past or done. I will want nothing but the best for you and your family.and will always hope for communication if i can't have friendship.
Bright Blessings filled with Love Light and Laughter.

Regards Batya/Brenda   ;~) 

We Love~n~Miss you

Dearest Melissa;

I hope that all is going as good in your world as it did the last time I was "ABLE" to even just see pictures of you and Madison. Still not understanding AT ALL why you feel the need to completely block me from knowing/seeing anything that has to do with you and Maddie! how can you possibly HATE me that much, why do you want me to suffer of a broken heart. its bad enough that I had to and have finally excepted the fact that YOU don't want anything to do with me in your life now....only makes me think the reasoning for that is, that I am not there in the States to hand over money at your every ask/need, or to take you on all the fun shopping sprees we used to go on! and I cant help but to come to that conclusion, because it has been almost 4 years not that you WONT SPEAK TO ME!!!

I unfortunately,,,have learned to live with your decision to have NO family ties with me what so ever. and your almost 30 now, so what you have decided as far as your relationship with Christina,,,your sister, is your decision! and that is something you will have to deal/live with.

Please send me some pictures of my grand daughter! the latest I have seen s before she turned 4. it just tears me up inside that you are not allowing Madison contact with her Biological grandmother, and the thought that that child could go through her precious life, thinking that the likes of Lisa Fairburn is what she has to look up to as a grand parent,,,,SICKENS me to no end! after what that person did to your sister! hell, after the things she has done to you!! I don't know why Susan Jedlicka blocked me from her FB when I introduced myself to her, only reason logical is that you or Lisa told her things about me that ARE NOT TRUE!! why else would a grand parent not even have an interest in knowing her own grand daughters other Grandmother! it can't be for the love of Lisa!!!

You have cut your sister and I both out of your first wedding to Jordan, your Love and Marriage to Mike and your Daughter!! WHO DOES THIS SORT OF HEARTLESS THING,,, and I can not believe that you are HEARTLESS or have an Evil bone in your body. you have used Lisa Fair burns persuasion to turn your back on the people who do love you from their hearts...and that does include Gary! he still to this day, when ask how many children he has, will proudly say "We have THREE girls, and "5" grandchildren!

I hope Melissa, that you ALLOW Susan Jedlicka to enjoy the full benefits of being Madison's grand mother! I hope you have found the happiness and secure and LOVING family in Mikes family, as I was finally able to find in my dear Husband Gary's Family. I love you Melissa Jedlicka,,, I miss seeing your beautiful face, our most the time fun conversations, I will never get over loosing the love you had for me as your Mother! but I guess all this time has helped me to deal with it better. hasn't made me get over it,,,but I have learned to cope better!!

Please sweetie, send me pictures of Maddie, and lets works on her knowing who I am and work toward us getting to have web-cam visits, and word toward us finally getting to meet one another!

 PLEASE 

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Melissa Jadlicka & Madison Jedlicka

FYI....I wont be sharing my videos or allowing anyone to view them. I really rather not even be making U-Tube Videos to communicate with my dear grand baby...but I am left with no choice....its like those daily journals I gave to you and Chrissy....I needed you both to know I thought of you every day. sorry to bug ya again....last time for real...just wanted to share that...for real...I wish on a magic star that you had web cam and would google call me one night and surprise me...I shall hold to positive thoughts. Love ya...xx

To; Melissa Jedlicka & Madison Jedlicka

Melissa, sweetie. I can't do this anymore,,,feeling like I am begging for your attention...it is messing with my head. and it has taken me allot to get to where I am now. I am just going to post my messages to Madison, plus copies of what ever I have written to you so she knows I tried. I am like this because of your reaction toward me when you saw what Lisa did to your sister. NO ONE COULD HAVE EVER CONVINCED ME THAT ONE OF MY TWO BABY GIRLS WOULDN'T LOVE ME STILL WHEN I KEPT MY PROMISE TO FIND YOU THE DAY YOU TURNED 18. but look what happened. I wont allow that to happen to my grand daughter. that's when our relationship went south. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I HAVE DONE TO YOU FOR YOU TO TREAT ME THIS WAY. Love you. sorry, you cant even have a heart to LIKE me...and I am not trying to sound rude...just trying my damnedest to understand you. I have never in my life met anyone like you. so I will stop sharing what I have to say to Madison. you just enjoy your perfect lil life right there in Mt Airy, Madison will know I love her, and she will know me...weather you want to or not. so I will leave you alone. I will never understand...but it is what it is I guess. I want to enjoy my trip with Olivia and Chrissy. and won't want any distractions....you are who you are. Love from your Mother

Melissa Judlicka

Melissa, Just so you know, I love and miss you all the time! I do not understand why you have made the choice to drop your sister out of your life. and for the life of me, I sure can't figure out why you would want to be anything like Lisa Fairburn! But when you deleted your Email address, know that would be the only way for you to know if something ever happens to your SISTER, The one person who has been there for you through out your life. That part right there is why I haven't kept in-touch with you in any form or fashion. another thing that you seem to have picked up off Lisa Fairburn, are all the lies. the hardheartedness. I just do not know who you are at all, and to be honest with you, there is nothing about you that I want/had to just step back out of your life. I just can't for the life of me figure out why you would even consider turning your back on Chrissy. you and Chrissy sure did turn out like night and day. She is a sweet, likable, kind hearted, loving soul, where you seem to have turned into this ""ME, ME, ALWAYS ME AND ONLY ME, I love you and that will always be. I just don't find you to be a very likable PERSON!"" AND it's just not a very pretty picture of you. I am posting this here, simply because you would otherwise never know what I think of what you have done bu tossing the one person in you life who you knew for sure loved you and has always been there for you. I have no clue as to what good you possibly think this action can bring to your life! How is it working for you so far. have you found such complete bliss and contentment in your life that this is the only way you saw fit to find this PEACE, LOVE AND HAPPINESS IN YOUR WORLD,,,, Somehow though, I just don't feel that you have any of the above mentioned. I know I must have done something right in my life to have been able to finally find complete happiness. and you will never find what you are looking for in life by hurting those who do in fact LoVe you for real. you have brought TWO times of complete sadness and misery to my world. the first was November 22 1992, and that is the Day I lost you. and January 18 2002, witch, ironically is the day I found you again. I have no ill wishes that I wish upon your world. I just can't be a part of it. and that should make your life complete, since that seems to have been all that you wanted, again, just another thing I do NOT understand. your sister Christina Medwed Loves you with all of herself. and you refuse to share even a small part of you for her.