Melissa Jadlicka & Madison Jedlicka

FYI....I wont be sharing my videos or allowing anyone to view them. I really rather not even be making U-Tube Videos to communicate with my dear grand baby...but I am left with no choice....its like those daily journals I gave to you and Chrissy....I needed you both to know I thought of you every day. sorry to bug ya again....last time for real...just wanted to share that...for real...I wish on a magic star that you had web cam and would google call me one night and surprise me...I shall hold to positive thoughts. Love ya...xx

To; Melissa Jedlicka & Madison Jedlicka

Melissa, sweetie. I can't do this anymore,,,feeling like I am begging for your attention...it is messing with my head. and it has taken me allot to get to where I am now. I am just going to post my messages to Madison, plus copies of what ever I have written to you so she knows I tried. I am like this because of your reaction toward me when you saw what Lisa did to your sister. NO ONE COULD HAVE EVER CONVINCED ME THAT ONE OF MY TWO BABY GIRLS WOULDN'T LOVE ME STILL WHEN I KEPT MY PROMISE TO FIND YOU THE DAY YOU TURNED 18. but look what happened. I wont allow that to happen to my grand daughter. that's when our relationship went south. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I HAVE DONE TO YOU FOR YOU TO TREAT ME THIS WAY. Love you. sorry, you cant even have a heart to LIKE me...and I am not trying to sound rude...just trying my damnedest to understand you. I have never in my life met anyone like you. so I will stop sharing what I have to say to Madison. you just enjoy your perfect lil life right there in Mt Airy, Madison will know I love her, and she will know me...weather you want to or not. so I will leave you alone. I will never understand...but it is what it is I guess. I want to enjoy my trip with Olivia and Chrissy. and won't want any distractions....you are who you are. Love from your Mother