Melissa, Just so you know, I love and miss you all the time! I do not understand why you have made the choice to drop your sister out of your life. and for the life of me, I sure can't figure out why you would want to be anything like Lisa Fairburn! But when you deleted your Email address, know that would be the only way for you to know if something ever happens to your SISTER, The one person who has been there for you through out your life. That part right there is why I haven't kept in-touch with you in any form or fashion. another thing that you seem to have picked up off Lisa Fairburn, are all the lies. the hardheartedness. I just do not know who you are at all, and to be honest with you, there is nothing about you that I want/had to just step back out of your life. I just can't for the life of me figure out why you would even consider turning your back on Chrissy. you and Chrissy sure did turn out like night and day. She is a sweet, likable, kind hearted, loving soul, where you seem to have turned into this ""ME, ME, ALWAYS ME AND ONLY ME, I love you and that will always be. I just don't find you to be a very likable PERSON!"" AND it's just not a very pretty picture of you. I am posting this here, simply because you would otherwise never know what I think of what you have done bu tossing the one person in you life who you knew for sure loved you and has always been there for you. I have no clue as to what good you possibly think this action can bring to your life! How is it working for you so far. have you found such complete bliss and contentment in your life that this is the only way you saw fit to find this PEACE, LOVE AND HAPPINESS IN YOUR WORLD,,,, Somehow though, I just don't feel that you have any of the above mentioned. I know I must have done something right in my life to have been able to finally find complete happiness. and you will never find what you are looking for in life by hurting those who do in fact LoVe you for real. you have brought TWO times of complete sadness and misery to my world. the first was November 22 1992, and that is the Day I lost you. and January 18 2002, witch, ironically is the day I found you again. I have no ill wishes that I wish upon your world. I just can't be a part of it. and that should make your life complete, since that seems to have been all that you wanted, again, just another thing I do NOT understand. your sister Christina Medwed Loves you with all of herself. and you refuse to share even a small part of you for her.
